Saturday, March 6, 2010

Is it almost the end?

Exams are over and we have only one more paper to pass. I still can't believe that I will be graduating soon, I knew this day would come, not that I'm very confident about graduating but I knew that I would get to a point in my life where in I would transcend from teenage life to real adulthood. This is the time where I can learn to be more independent. (my mom will laugh if she'll read this part of me wanting to be independent, but it's true ma!)

I can still remember when I was about 8 or 9 years old, I was sitting upside down with my feet above the head rest and my head almost touching the floor. I was crying. I was crying while I was upside down. (imagine the talent) Why? I was crying mainly because I was thinking of me, older versions of me. I was thinking about how I will look like and be like in about 10 - 40 years(even 60 years). I can't help but laugh at myself whenever I remember that part of my life, my brother even asked why I was crying and I didn't answer because I knew he would just laugh at me so I just ignored him. I was too worried about how my life was going to turn out. I cried because I didn't want to grow old, I didn't want an older version of me. I wanted to be just the way I was, the little girl who would run around the house following mama everywhere, run around the store until I make papa take his Tylenol (I was such a headache. ooops!) and play with neighborhood kids making myself feel queasy.

Now, I'm about to graduate and I'm not sure where my path would take me but one thing I know that's sure, I want to become the older version of me that's successful and independent. I want to see the world in my own point of view, I want to be able to touch lives and be there for my family and friends. I want to have those moments when I can say that, 'I must have done something right for me to get here'. No longer the little girl who runs around but the sophisticated woman who shops around. (SAY WHAT?)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Movies and More Movies!

Movie Channels on TV are blessings from God, especially to me! Just like HBO! Now, I consider HBO as my best friend (I'm such a dork). I get to watch movies, okay, old ones but I still love ‘em. I got to watch Notting Hill again and I forgot how sweet and romantic the line, ‘I’m just a girl standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her?’ was. Seriously. The other day, The Sweetest Thing was being played and I was so happy because I loved that movie and I still do, its road trip plus love plus fun and comedy! It’s such a chick flick but what the heck? Right? I’m a chick! I also saw School Ties (old movie) starring Brendan Frasier, Matt Damon, Ben Affleck, Chris O’Donnell and lots. (they were all still in their very next door boy aura) It’s a nice movie focusing on the topic about discrimination. I love old flicks especially with younger Brendan Frasiers and Ben Afflecks on them it makes me feel super young but I also like watching like older flicks, like movies from the 60’s, 50’s and etc. Thank God! I have something to keep me from boredom.

I’m too lazy to go out with friends even if I wanted to. I’m also reading a book from Danielle Steel, it’s so different from all the other books I’ve read because she describes every character thoroughly not that it’s a negative thing but I’d prefer the book to unfold each character as the story goes. I don’t think my friend, Jenny, has read this one yet.

Anyway, enough of that, school is fast approaching and it made me realize that this is going to be the last time (fingers crossed) that I’m going to enroll myself in the university. I pray that all goes well for all of us and I can’t wait to have the greatest Semester with my classmates and friends. I’m sorta excited but not with the school work though.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Anyone Interested? SaaS eCamp!

Just spreading the word.

For those who are Technopreneurs at heart, here is a competition just for you.
On December 3 and 4, 2009 in Davao City, get the chance to learn from the best and the brightest in the software industry.

You'll be needing a solid team and of course, a winning business idea! The winning team will be funded by an angel investor from Silicon Valley!

Hear this! Business plans are not required!

You can go to or follow saasecamp on twitter for more details!

Friday, October 16, 2009


My thoughts are not in order right now. Actually! Most of the time! That's the reason why sometimes when I write something, I either go way over board or go around in circles. I feel like I'm writing a diary, well it's sort of a diary but blogs are different, people get to read them and that's what I'm kind of worried about. I envy my friends for writing blogs from time to time. I’m not sure if I can live up to them. They all sound so smart and spot on even if it's just about a walk to Mcdonald’s, beautiful girls taking pictures with their friend's webcam, a special someone or how beautiful life is. I can’t do all that but I’ll be myself and write whatever I can and want to write about I guess. Spontaneity.

Since break started earlier for me because I usually worked at home during project planning and making use of the Internet that God has blessed us with. Thank God for Internet! I thought of some things I could or I’d want to do during semestral break! I went through some very important things like bumming around, movie marathons and plants vs. zombies but knowing that I already did bum around a bit, watched movies from HBO that are semi-new and finished plants vs. zombies adventure level twice (not too much of an addict huh?), I thought of something that could maybe make me more fit or anything wouldn’t make me lazy. Ready? Here it goes. Jogging! but it requires waking up early in the morning, like really early. For the past 3 days, I wake up at 4am and get home before 7am. I love it. I’m less lazy and I get to watch the sun rise. My friend Kring and I realized that we miss out on one of the most beautiful things when we over sleep. I just love the sensation of cold air through my body while I’m jogging or walking (I’m not a robot, I can’t Jog the whole time) along the streets. I recommend it especially to Diana and Jenny. (I love you both but get your butts out there) If you’re my friend, you’d know that I’m a late sleeper and normally I wake up at noon. I’m just having fun doing it, yeah sure I get really sleepy at around 11am but it doesn’t matter. You can’t sleep just right after, I think it’s bad for you and it would be like wasting jogging time. Anyway, enough about that.

My friends encouraged me to write a blog so here it is and It's something really new to me. I know i'm not going to be a consistent blogger.

I just might get the hang of it. I just might.

I think it’s safe to say that I’m officially a blogger. For now?